Tuesday, April 13, 2010

My day..13 April

As written on April 13...yesterday

Today,...the 13th of April 2010..is one of ma special dates. It is the day my mother gave birth to me. These 24 long years I was on the face of earth; enjoyed every blessings ma Lord gave me, closed ma eyes from those unwelcoming  thoughts and people, and happily received some advices and criticisms, and also rejected some.
Unlike my old birthdays...I had nothing much gr8 to say about today. Just read a Psalm as I got up, made a small prayer, got some wish cals and messages, got gift from mom..dats it.. I think the greatest part that I missed was ma mommy's prayer. Down the line, if I look mommy used to come to ma room and give a thanksgiving prayer, I used to enjoy that and ya...maybe that had become token of blessing for me. This year I missed that, and ya I really feel very much sad..She was busy with her work in kitchen..ya she also had to go to office, even I didnt find it wise to ask for a prayer..I should've I feel now. But, ya this was also the 1st time i had recieved so many scraps in ma orkut.
This day if someone ask me, whom am I grateful to the most-all I can say is-My mom. Its her love and support that has made me what I am today. And someone whose lessons on 'living a life' I always think upon is of ma father's, whom though being away has taught me. I do not mean to say that I am not grateful to anyone else. Every individual who has met me have taught me valuable lessons, to almost everyone I feel I am grateful to; who are beside me now, have passed by me, all have contributed to make me myself..today.  All have taught me some or the other kinds of lessons on love, friendship, kindness, care, unselfishness, forgiveness, hope, to have a dream about future and the like. though many I love and care from heart are not near me, but still all I can say is I remember them...I pray for them...
And this day I pray to Lord, that I may be able to maintain my character the same till the end of ma life. 2010 from the beginning I didnt receive anything good, now I hope, from my day I get to see something good. Apart from sitting idle and I wish to be more productive and be active all the way, as i am used to be. And yes, to get a pleasant job as soon as possible. Bless me Jesus..

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